| Having been a dabbler in the art of Tarot as a more | | | | watched, it behaves differently than when it is not, |
| benign divination tool than my first horrible experience | | | | so say the physicists. |
| with an Ouija board, I've often wondered if the cards | | | | So the same cards, the same messages for two or |
| point to an advice, an event that is scripted to | | | | three months? And still, I prefer to choose. Which |
| happen, or something that is considered fated or | | | | brings me to the interesting point. The cards are |
| destined for the recipient. | | | | about possibilities for me. If I sit here at my desk |
| My mother used an Ouija board, read playing cards, | | | | and make no choice, I remain the hanged person. |
| and always knew when the phone was going to | | | | The minute I choose something different, the reading |
| ring-really! | | | | changes. The cards are about choice. |
| For myself, at about age seven, I played with the | | | | Some people say the cards have helped them avoid |
| board with one of my only playmates on our block | | | | disasters, paths that shouldn't have been taken, |
| who was at least five years older than me. But still, | | | | warnings that were heeded. But for me, even with all |
| when I asked the board how old are you, and it | | | | the remarkable and unexplainable readers I've known, |
| spelled out "dead," was that something a | | | | the cards have always been a summation of what |
| twelve-year-old would think of to say? It scared me | | | | was true for me now, what my experience is at the |
| and gave me a healthy respect for dead things... and | | | | moment. |
| that was the last of my divination attempts for | | | | Which means they reveal neither destiny nor fate, |
| years. | | | | but simply choice. If I choose to believe this |
| The along came the Tarot. And to an artist, just | | | | message-say, the hanged person and the hermit; I'm |
| comparing the pictures from deck to deck was a | | | | stalled and I desire a time for solitude, it becomes |
| delight. For years, I bought myself a new deck each | | | | the right and true choice for me. But maybe I don't |
| year on my birthday. One year, I lined the decks all | | | | want some time of solitude; although all messages |
| up in rows and took photos-like a poster of images | | | | seem to be urging it, I move on. And guess what? |
| which supposedly all pointed to a singular | | | | The cards change. The story is rewritten. |
| interpretation, or at least a similar interpretation. | | | | So, the real question I ask the cards is if this is my |
| Then, I met a few readers who actually "knew" | | | | choice, what is the story? And then I am grateful to |
| things. Someone who could tell me the details-from | | | | the Divine that gives me the ability to choose. |
| another state-of where I was sitting, in front of a big | | | | My favorite interpretation of this fall and winter |
| picture window, and that my parakeet was still in the | | | | season has been that of the World; "If your |
| room with me. He had hung just to my right for eight | | | | motivation is close to the will of the Divine, even if |
| years, and she had no idea I'd had a parakeet. Even | | | | you commit an error it will be turned to the greater |
| my friend who was basically one step up from | | | | good" (interpretation credit to Tarot.com). |
| homeless got things right often enough to surprise | | | | The best choice of all is the one that can do no |
| and amaze me. Like saying I'd have a red car. I never | | | | harm, and isn't it nice to think that a force greater |
| wanted a red car, and it was another four years | | | | than ourselves can use our choices for good? With all |
| before I got one because it was the last one on the | | | | the change, and all the dismal headlines, I still long for |
| showroom floor. Still, I did eventually have a red car. | | | | that place or moment in time when all my choices |
| My talent was to be healing, not divining, but it was | | | | can be the right choice. Choices blessed by the |
| still fun to do a reading-more fun still to have | | | | Divine. That is what we all long for in our moments |
| someone divining, but it was still fun to do a | | | | of wanting so desperately to know, to see, to |
| reading-more fun still to have someone else do one | | | | interpret the future. That somehow, it will all turn the |
| for me. I'd rather spend my dollars on a Tarot | | | | Wheel to the greater good of all. |
| reading than a therapy session. You get to discuss | | | | And so we use our intuition to discover our paths, |
| intimate issues with a complete stranger, they offer | | | | our point to meditate on today, our choice to go |
| advice, loosely based on the cards, and you walk | | | | forward with one idea and leave another, and we |
| away with new ideas of what to do, or what | | | | use the tools we feel good about to support our |
| someone else might be thinking or experiencing. A lot | | | | choices. But really, isn't the point to choose, knowing |
| more fun than exploring the depths of your psyche | | | | that even if we choose wrongly we are free to |
| and/or your projections of your own issues onto | | | | choose again? |
| someone else. | | | | I've long believed that any choice made with good |
| Then, over time, I started to notice something. What | | | | intent will ultimately bring good to the bearer. So |
| can only be actual messages from the cards. I've | | | | fate, destiny, synchronicity, or Divine will isn't what |
| done readings on two different Web sites with | | | | controls the cards. What controls the cards is our |
| different decks and pulled the same cards, | | | | belief that we want to bring joy, love, and light into |
| repeatedly. I've seen the hanged man in two out of | | | | our lives, and the lives of those around us. Sure, we |
| three readings for the past two months, and indeed, | | | | want to avoid chaos and discord, stagnation and |
| I am between jobs, indecisive, and wishing I could | | | | enforced solitude, but the cards and life show us that |
| find another road to be on. Almost like the cards | | | | the reading changes, these things will pass. With |
| have an intelligence. Or like the cards are an object | | | | nothing but our will and a belief in the Divine, we can |
| of quantum physics that relays a different outcome | | | | choose again, and watch the story in the pictures |
| dependent upon being observed. When a particle is | | | | change right before our eyes. |